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Master no Self

In an Ocean, My

we fuck in an ocean of blood

wet gorging cavities adult in stabbing and pulsing our reasons for being so close and hushed in-between our eyes and minds and corpses walking in carnal dance one another

wet toppling this diamondesque distraction corpus sizzling high friction ratio to feel the neuronal trigger relapse recourse fire screaming from the basal ganglia to the pleasure response

we fuck in an ocean of blood, my love


It hurts not to die

but to lose the one you love

there is no balm for this burn

no salve for this suture-seeking schism

I hold hope yet yet

for my Juliette Marionette

my albigensian whore

my Scorched Earth Redeemer

cannot conceive nor comprehend

This Nathan Lee doth wrote your end

but no one will see

it and I am to hear it but

yet I still hang close on the edge

of the staircase moonway right up the everpath now

beautiful summer hands

kiss my head and stretch my heart strings

she kisses me and all I can hear are the sounds of the ocean swinging

Are Possible [You]

I wish you were my wife

I’ll hold you up above the ground

kiss your forehead and crown

make you come like heaven cloud

sweet innocent good one

my flower in the field of being

my heart amongst frozen winter fiends

I am your hero, your husband, your father, your hero

I wish you were my wife

I’d collect you

like dewdrops in the morning

like animal skins in the freezing

like votes in the election

like credits in a million year collection

I wish you were my wife

your hair color

your hand shape

your arms and legs

your ass and tits

your heart and brain

your smell and eyes

your mind and heart

you you you you you you you you

Drink Up Baby

high words from needs to satisfy

just want to have fun be free

kill the boredom with new love

holy fierce christ is my fang

your throat butchered and you like it

tell me AGAIN

do it again

bring me to completion

my high holy Lion break thy soul

you know

what I know

and we are

Sovereign Septagenuit Supremes

Cred Harrier

She rips open my chest

she cuts open my sternum

clavicle buckles under the muscle tension

her effect is to choke all the life out

savoring his final moments

killing him

killing hymn torsion on the higher level where the magic happens

Tarot: Types A et B

For some time I’ve been meaning to set this down for this is how it has come to be proven to me to be how it is.

In our Tarot tradition handed down from Visconti thru Marseilles thru the ‘great divide’ (great brewery!) between Crowley’s use of and AE Waite’s* use of the eight (VIII) and eleven (XI) cards has been distinguished across the landscape of commonality differences one finds.

Not so great is the confusion some have in their tradition of using wands as the wrong element in using it as aire, but that is true that if it works for their tradition just because it is not right in my tradition that does not make it untrue for them just for me and mine.

That said what I have come to find is that the proper way to use the numerology in tarot is not to switch the star and the emperor but rather to just observe the practice of setting the primary numerology of VIII to Justice/Adjustment and XI to Strength/Lust.

I use Waite names first in direct example abouve but numerologically I use Crowley first and indeed I find that this is the 8 = Justice / 11 = Strength to be the official Type A deck ordering.

That means Type B tarot decks are Strength = 8 / Justice = 11 makes a Type B. This is also seen in my personal collection of decks. While I have only two (II) Lenormand decks, I have eleven (Strength!) tarot decks.

Up until recently, not only my experience and channeling awarens me that Type A is 8 for Justice et but so too did the sheer popularity of using 8 for Justice et bourne out over my collection of what was prior to this Autumnal Equinox/My Birthday/Hobbit Day only nine decks but now is (suitably) eleven.

Let’s give a quick has to prove the point that before it was massively outnumbered to use the one Type A system but I happened to add two Type B decks to my collection at one time, still not equalling the amount which use A tarot Types.

Suffice to say without naming all the names, Crowley/Thoth decks, Sacred Rose Tarot, Wild Wood Tarot, Masonic Tarot, and Cosmic Tarot all use VIII as Justice and XI as Strength.

Three decks that use the Type B ordering are of course AE Waite (I use the Radiant edition), the Alice in Wonderland Tarot (which follows closely off of the former down to some strange details) and thirdly the Morgan-Greer is Type B in using Strength as VIII and Justice as XI. I’ll add a bonus I, a fourth, which is the Arthurian Tarot.

But bonus II, a sixth, is the Gareth Knight Tarot, my first real deck which I used to pray to Thoth before using is another reason why Type A is Justice as VIII and Strength as XI. So that’s just how it is! HaHA!


*(Rider/Smith’s as well)

You Do

I am the King of this Castle

of ivory and ebony and multifaceted megagems

of eternal Æthyer

and of orgasms and orgone and overocularorbitals

to feel her here

in this eternal youth

this forever spring

her lips usher forth bubbling brooks of tiny kisses that utterly cover me

my ÆthyerQueene

my fairy and real unicorn

my heart bursting blood pumping sexual flame

I am the King of the Castle

I am the Brahma of Her Love

Bleed of My Blood







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